i can't help but feel compelled to stare at you cause you're like a forbidden fruit that i can't pick. and you're too high up on that tree for me to possibly reach you, anyways. never see me, but i'm always looking. tell me you love me so i can die happy. and i look out for you, and you're no good for me, but it's too hard for you, too hard for you to see that. hate myself for loving you, and i hate the things you make me wanna do. you'll never love me, but i'll never leave you. everynight i have dreams that one day you will hold me. but deep down i know there isn't a star i could wish on to make that dream true. i see your voice i hear your eyes they're calling out someone elses name. and i look out for you, and you're no good for me, but it's too hard for you, too hard for you to see that. hate myself for loving you, and i hate the things you make me wanna do. you'll never love me, but i'll never leave you.

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